Yep. my birthday is coming up and it's hard for me to believe I had made it so long in this unforsaken world. So many friends and family have gone home that are missed terribly and I wonder from time to time why I am still around. Seems I still have food on my plate and it needs to be eaten before I can go myself. Not that I want to as I am in no hurry and am blessed to have made it this far. Its just that I have seen so many people I love and cherish go before me and it hurts every time it happens.